Let me explain what being a Poustinik means.
A Poustinik is like a hermit but more connected to their community, a tradition from old Russia. I live in solitude in a place called a Poustinia, but I'm still part of the community, not off on my own.
I build my home on the edge of the village with help from my Community, so I'm close enough to be involved but still have my own space for prayer and reflection.
Prayer is my main focus. It keeps me connected to everyone. Despite being alone, I welcome anyone who needs a break or a chat, offering them a place to find peace and connection with God.
When I say, "Come and share what God's given me," I mean it. I'm open to visitors, not just for shelter but to share in spiritual nourishment.
A Poustinik can be likened to praying like St. Benedict and serving like St. Francis. Alongside prayer, I help out practically and listen to people's concerns. I'm a mix of contemplation and action, driven by my faith and love for God.
So, whether you're seeking solitude or support, remember me, a Poustinik. I'm here, embracing both solitude and community, ready to offer a bit of both to those who need it.
I am delighted to share a little about my journey.
From my early years attending Our Holy Redeemers and St. Margaret's Parish, where I celebrated my Baptism, First Holy Communion and Confirmation.
Studying and working as a chef in the late 1980s and early 90s, my path has been diverse and rewarding.
Afterwards, I pursued studies in Clinical and Pastoral Counselling, which led me to work in community education and collaborate with the social work department, assisting young offenders. Fuelled by a desire to commit to community living and prayer, I joined the Vincentian Volunteers for a year.
From there I had the incredible opportunity to be part of a remarkable project, involving volunteers going to America to serve in group homes run by the Missionary Sisters of the Precious Blood for individuals with special needs. Coordinating these volunteers became a pivotal role, and I also had the privilege of residing in the serene Little Hermitage, the "White House," nestled within the beautiful grounds of the Shillington, Pennsylvania convent. Engaging in manual labor alongside my dear friend and my biggest inspiration, Sister Agape (whom we dearly miss but will never forget), left an indelible mark on my heart.
Inspired by the sisters' dedication and the Funniest Nun you could ever meet St Fancis Bisland CPS , ( she was a massive influence in my life )
I later joined the Missionaries of Mariannhill CMM in Detroit. During my time there, I gave school retreats and became involved in homeless projects in downtown Detroit. Additionally, I took part in Christian clowning, embracing a unique approach to evangelisation. Destiny led me back to Glasgow where, once again, I found fulfilment working in parishes and serving on the Vocations Awareness team.
A new chapter beckoned me to London, where I thrived in management roles for nearly a decade, cherishing the everyday moments and forging lifelong friendships. Eventually, my path led me to Berlin, where I co-owned and built a restaurant that has flourished since its opening in 2011. The love and connection I developed with my Berlin family will always hold a special place in my heart. However, God's plan had more in store for me.
In 2019, I felt a powerful calling to embrace a different way of life—an eremitic lifestyle with an active dimension. After much discernment, I made the decision to become a Poustinik, renouncing my co-ownership of the restaurant to dedicate myself fully to living in the poustinia. While I am financially self-sufficient, work remains an important part of my journey. I have taken on the task of renovating the property largely on my own, and its existence serves as a testament to God's divine orchestration.
Now, in the present, I am blessed to have an incredible spiritual director from the Order of Cistercians. I live and pray at St. Josephs Poustinia, continually working towards creating a sacred space where people can experience God's presence.
This chapter of my life is one of growth, deep prayer, and profound connection, as I strive to fulfil God's plan for my soul.
